I think it’s super interesting that you basically fell in love with TTRPG, in a totally different way than I did.
I fell in love with them because I was introduced to them by a friend, and in the last few years I’ve really gotten in to it. Though, for a long time I had wished to be a GM/DM, but for the life of me could not wrap my head around the mechanics. I had to have help when making my characters in the past, I don’t know what it was, but it just would not stick in my head.
It wasn’t untill I started watching Critical Roll on YouTube, did the rules and the mechanics of the game started to click in my head.
I did end up also researching and learning more on YouTube, which was invaluable. And no I do also DM.
I find it interesting that you were almost in the business and that you end up making your own game mechanics. That is very interesting. I’m trying (very slowly), to make a Star wars TTRPG, based on the d20 system, and the fifth edition of DnD, because it works so well. I’ve got most of that stuff semi worked out in my head because of the whole 5e DnD thing.
It’s amazing what can happen mind you, when you play DnD with a group. When you go through the difficult situations, face loss, reward, and death in a roleplay…it can be something that feels very real to those involved. And no-one comes out of these exchanges unchanged in some small way in the very least.
And because you inevitably end up going through all of that together, it helps to form a bond that is akin to brotherhood. And that in and of itself is a huge selling point for me. Not because I’m some loner with no friends, but because any change to make a relationship with a friend stronger, can only be a good thing.
It is also nice to find a kindred spirit online, in a go forum, talking about table top roleplay games. It’s not every day we end up talking to wildly interesting people. I can honestly say I’m rather happy to have stumbled across you on here.