Hard to believe i lost this game

looks like i won, because i killed so many white stone on right lower quarter, but i actually lost. i am ok with loss, but isn’t the difference between impression and actual numbers interesting?

He has a lot of captures too.

The margin of victory is exactly equal to the komi of 6.5.

Your advantage is prisoners is balanced with his advantage in territory.

I agree that a difference between impression and actual result is interesting. I frequently have trouble knowing where I stand in a game. I have to count it out very carefully, and I still get it wrong at times. I’d say that trying to understand what is causing the observed difference may be key to your next advance in understanding the game.