When you read out a tactical sequence in a game, or when you solve a tsumego problem, can you describe what’s happening inside your head?
I’m asking because someone recently mentioned aphantasia. Something like 2-4% of the population have limited or no ability to form vivid mental imagery. There’s a famous article by Blake Ross describing an extreme form of this. For me, I don’t have the complete blank screen that Ross describes, and I haven’t been formally diagnosed, but I definitely can’t conjure up clear pictures of people in my head. I’m used to having awkward conversations where I mention a name, the other person says “I’m not sure who you mean. Can you tell me what they look like?” and it turns out that I can’t say what they look like even though I’ve seen them hundreds of times, and then the other party thinks I’m weird…
So back to reading in go. People talk about “visualising” the result of a sequence of moves. Do they mean it literally? Like, you can see in your mind’s eye something that looks like a photo of the board after those moves have been played? Or is it more metaphorical? For me, it’s pretty abstract. Hard to put into words, but I have a kind of kinetic sense of the flow of the stones, kind of like what it would feel like to drive a car down a winding country road, twisting and turning. If I read out 8 moves, then say – but what if white made a different choice on move 5? – I’m not able to just edit the picture in my head. I need to go back to the beginning, flow through the sequence again, but turn left instead of turning right at move 5. it’s inefficient, but somehow it works for me, and most of the time I’m able to read out sequences and see it happen on the board the way I imagined it.
I suspect that most people do have something closer to clear visual imagery when they read. I’d be interested to hear other people’s experiences, and if there’s any different versions of this, or workarounds for when the imagery isn’t clear enough.